

I collected memories from the festival and tried to preserve it, with a huge foil.
During my studytime in a small town, I met a guy. He was looking like homeless, he had a dog and they sat mostly in the city center. Once, I sat next to him, he started to talk. He seems to be intelligent, maybe a bit depressed, but interessted in a lot of things. I invited him to my atelier. We had some deep talks about art, philosophy and so on..for me a friendship started. But after a while, he opened his heart and told me- he loves me. I couldn’t return his feelings…
He tried to convince me. He wrote letters. Mails. Messages. it turned into stalking. He observed my house and i found letters in the garden or flowers in the floor.
I collected everything and made this video. I read sentences from him and started to paint and cover my face > to get speechless and fade away.

Perfomance during the exhibition LindeNOW || 2o15.
